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AYUKURE
13 August 2009 @ 06:54 pm
AYUMETAL to AYUKURE  
I will make new account on this site later, so pls add there when i finish make other account, i will tell you then =)
I make other account coz of i changed lot, this one is about AYUMETAL but i changed my name and style lot, it's called AYUKURE.

And here is myspace links, so pls check there tii =)
www.myspace.com/ayujovi
www.myspace.com/ayukure
www.myspace.com/ayumetal
 
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AYUKURE
08 January 2009 @ 02:17 am
Nyoho ho ho...  


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AYUKURE
20 December 2008 @ 02:36 am
hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo  

"I'm sorry" i can say this one word
for you so naturaly when met again...
but why i can't say "I love you"
even this is one word like "I'm sorry"...

Man is not strong more than you thought.
It's just fantasy say "goodbye" just with cool music.
Don't swim in sea of alchole when i thought about you.
I'm just try make  my heart warm in shower of tears and remember about your smile.

I never wanna forget about our love. I said so.
But punish even try get this away from me...
but is this not punish...is thus "save"?


Hm it's sounds tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful even too beautiful as stupid idol group song haha XD
I just feel melancholic like always. I really so mental sick.
I think there is no medicine in this world for this.
Or maybe i had one, but i lost it.....................................................
Hm i'm not such person say sad love word by beautiful words XD But if to be soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo honestly and write by easy words it become sounds so. So such words are like "naked" style. So i always need put "clothe" on. But i'm so lazy to do it now, but don't want forget theme of lyrics, so i wrote it on here. I'm lazy boy hahaha XD
 

 
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AYUKURE
13 December 2008 @ 07:20 pm
Dry shock and sorrow  
I think i can't explain well this feel.

I feel shock and sad now, but it's not same feel of normal case of shock and sad.
This feel is totaly like dry.
If i can say "wet sorrow and shock" is when people get shock and sorrow from something in real or real problem now they have.
then "dry sorrow and shock" is feel already nobody can't do anything or already thing and problem so far away from now.
So this is dry srrow. Not heavy, but so deep and so sad.

I'm fine, just now i have problem of my teeth so it's painful.
But other thing is fine.
and i not have feel "wanna back in love with ex-gf" or such feel anymore. I wrote lyrics on my last post on this site. that lyrics is about my ex-gf. this is true. But i think it was better way we broke up, and i don't feel wanna back coz i think she and me were kind of cat and dog, we always have fight if in love anyway.
so i hope people understand this.

But yes, just few min ago i saw few old pics about me and ex-gf. then i felt so sad and shock
coz...
I couldn't image and remember how was us in love in past.
I mean i couldn't image our life in love.
Usually people can image like "If we still kept relationshop then how it will be..." or such things. But i couldn't image anything...
This is so sad...
I kept long time my thought about her in me coz it was nice memory in love with her.
But my ex-gf is so strong girl, i respect her coz she always look future and didn't say anything in past to me, but i felt so sad then coz it seems she burn away all fact from past in love with me.
So then i felt "first dry sorrow and shick"

But this time...
I even can't image life with her in love anymore...

But yes, anyway it's no problem coz me and she is good friendship now.
Just i felt sad bit.

So alright.
 
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AYUKURE
23 November 2008 @ 03:49 am
BACK LIVEJOURNAL!!  

One of fangirl(?? or person who know me?) said it's better write long my texts on Livejournal or such blog web sites too(coz i often write long bulltein on myspace and maybe it was nice to her). so I will try my best to write long stuff on Livejournal too.
I often forgot about this site and didn't write long time, so i will start use here again.
But i have not much friends on here so i think it's wasted if i write long stuff on here XDD But i will see.
Anyway i will try use here as Myspace, Mixi, Animexx, Facebook, Vampire freaks, Friendstar and etc(Yaplog, and i have lot of site still i don't use even i have account XDD).

Hm so you will see what will happen.

 
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AYUKURE
20 September 2008 @ 12:31 pm
AYUMETAL  

I'm visiting in Germany now, and serching band members to make music.
I still serching, so if someone interest my project then check other my sites.
And i usually on Myspace often so if someone have myspace then contact to me on there.

Please check my networks.
(German sofficial site and suport site are friend's or suporter account, not mine.)

AYUMETAL Official German web site
http://ayumetal.oyla14.de

AYUMETAL Myspace
http://myspace.com/ayujovi
AYUMETAL  Music
http://myspace.com/ayumetalmusic
AYUMETAL  suport
http://myspace.com/336443093

AYUMETAL Animexx
http://animexx-en.onlinewelten.com/mitglieder/steckbrief.php?id=380283

AYUMETAL Mixi
http://mixi.jp/show_friend.pl?id=9307460

AYUMETAL Vampirefreaks
http://vampirefreaks.com/AYUMETAL

AYUMETAL Livejornal
http://ayumetal.livejournal.com/

AYUMETAL Frienster
http://profiles.friendster.com/73405181

 
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AYUKURE
24 December 2007 @ 12:49 am
Japanese boy  
Today i was really in japanese boy style XD it was not like normal AYUMETAL one.
But yes, girls said my look is cool in party today. so it's okay. 
I wanted more make up and make my fashon well. but today i had not time and i had to meet cousins. so i made it soft look.
But it was enough shocking look(maybe XD)
In book shop. i went music magazin place. and i read hard rock magazin. next to me there is 2 girls. and they seems read visual-kei magazins(but don't sure XD) after that they got know about me. then i also knew that they maybe got know about me. and i thought if they something talk to me. but one girl sounds so shy, and they stoped behind me few sec and go away haha XD
and also high school girls too. 
Japanese girls are crazy about cool looking boys.
but i hate it.
Japanese girls are lil strange, they are also nice to good looking boys or boys who sports well. and they always say "ahhhh he is so cool" all same person. it's seems like they have just one opinion.
so i not interest so much such girls XD

and i think i'm not so cool. 
and i can't sports well. i hate sports XD
and i'm not smart.
and i'm not so talkative in real.
and i'm so shy.
and i'm so melancholy often.
and i'm selfish.
and i'm crazy.
and i'm lazy often.
and i'm dirty.
and i'm kinky.
and i get hurt so easy.
and i get cry so fast.
and i'm not strong.
and my look is not good without make up.
and i always need help.
and i'm childish often.

it's me XDD
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AYUKURE
12 December 2007 @ 11:22 pm
Romantic kid XD  

 



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Current Location: Japan
Current Music: Melancholic sweet music
 
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AYUKURE
03 December 2007 @ 03:35 pm
AYUMETAL  

Hmmmmm i don't know what to write now XD
I just started this site.
Hm okay, i'm AYUMETAL. it's not my real name. it's like my fashion name XD
My real name is Ayumu, i live in japan.

I wanted be manga artist long time ago, but now my dream is make band in europe or north america.
so i love arts and music so much. I have learned draw manga 1 year, and i played guitar 3 years.
But now i wanna be vocal in band. i didn't sing so much befor, but in this 1 year i practice singing more and more.
My voice is kind of deep voice like Ville valo(HIM). i love HIM music.

I think my style is kind of strange style XD but it becouse of my charatcter and personalty. 
I love making my fashion style.

this 3 things are important my taste
HIM(finnish band)
Jojo's bizarre adventure(japanese manga)
and Horror movies.
I'm really crazy about this things. 

maybe this topic is boring? XD

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